오랜만이에요 / お久しぶり~
So many things happened these last couple of days, sorry I haven't kept up with this blog.. I'll just get right to the biggest things that happened as far as I can remember.
10.17
Today I had a midterm for my class. So I spent most of the studying. I went to campus around one and stayed at a computer lab the whole time reviewing and typing up my studyguide, while studying at the same time. Around 4:40 I went to the bathroom real quick and came right back out (someone next to me asked me to watch their stuff so wanted to get back). He did come back to his things when I got back.
I continued my typing and studying and around 5:15 I finished and got up to print my things. On the way back to my station, I was wondering where my phone went, and when I got there it wasn't there (I remembered I had it plugged in and charging the whole time that's why). Then it clicked in my head; I probably left it in the bathroom o__o So I ran back to my stall and checked on top of the tissue roll...and it was gone. I started to panic. I checked with the help desk, hoping someone turned it in, and no luck, nothing there. They called up security too and nothing there either. I tried calling it once, and it went straight to voicemail; I knew they weren't planning on giving it back. My heart totally dropped... I was lucky at the University the first time cause someone turned it in, but at the Community College, all I could think was how ghetto it was that they decided to steal it. Especially because I decided to take away the passcode too after I thought it was too tedious to type it in every single time.
Having no clock on me, I just went straight to my class; about 30 mins left till the midterm. I sat in my seat trying to concentrate and fill up every last bit of my brain with information, but by heart couldn't stop beating from reality and I couldn't stop blaming myself either. All in all, I did fairly well on the midterm; it was 10 short answers and 2 essays and I finished around 7:45 and walked back to the computer lab to use the computer. I had no way of contacting anyone, except through Facebook. I didn't feel like asking a random person to use their phone that's why. So I sent my little sister a message first asking to tell my parents to pick me up...no reply. And then my little brother and no reply either. Then my Kuya and thankfully he replied back after contacting my mom. I waited about 25 mins before going outside cause he said she was on the way already. I logged out of my FB online and my Yahoo Mail immediately.
It was a super cold night, I had a hoodie but it wasn't enough. In the quiet darkness, I just kept replaying what happened in the last couple hours. I welled up and teared and cried. Ahhh I had so much information there, my music, personal info and even reminders and useful apps.. I had nothing to pass the time while waiting especially since my mp3 broke a while back. I took out my Driver's Handbook to read up on essential skills needed for my Driver's License Test.
I think it took her about 40 mins to finally arrive. She questioned me on what happened; but I just didn't feel like talking at all. We tried calling the phone, and it'd ring but then hang up. Then it seemed like it was just off completely and then they'd turn it back on but ignore our calls. I tried texting hoping they'd see and reply and my mom sent some too, but no single reply or response. When I got home I tried to log out of all the other things I could think of that I was logged on on the phone, Groupon, Yelp, Blogger, etc.
My brain was totally tired from all the thinking so I went to sleep right away....
10.18
Today I had no class. I planned to do Badminton with a friend. I thought it was at 5 but he thought 7 and 7 was a bit too late for me so we rescheduled for next week. Japan club was doing a movie night and it didn't seem too exciting for me so I stayed at home the whole day.....and watched dramas all day lol to get my mind off things. I started "Korean Secret Agency," which starred Eric ♥ and Han Ji Min ♥ Funny drama~ Usually I'd watch on my phone, but -sigh-..I miss it... It was a whole day without a phone; it felt a little weird.
At night I saw a medium sized spider on my wall in my room o__o I smacked it hard with a slipper..That's all I remember for this day lol
10.19
Watched more of the drama "KSA." I think I'm kinda slow with watching it. Not super into spy movies at the moment, but it's still helping me pass the time so I don't mind.
At night I was able to go to AT&T with my mom and aunt. I was seriously considering buying a phone. I browsed and browsed, I really took a liking to the Samsung phones and had my mind set on the Samsung Galaxy Note. It was $200 with contract or if you upgrade to it or $600 without the upgrade...Of course I had the money to go through with getting it without upgrade ahhh but it seemed like a waste since I'll be getting my upgrade in December but still.... My auntie was there to change her phone; she ended up getting a Blackberry. In the end, I only got a replacement SIM with my same number, and I'm stuck using my old Razor again.....
To be honest I felt a little bitter. In the past, my parents or siblings would take my phone upgrade and I was never able to pick the phone I wanted that's why I was always left with my Razor. This time, I have to wait my turn. Maybe the bitterness is jealousy but I do feel it's unfair... After AT&T we went to eat at the Panda Express near the store. I really didn't feel like eating (whenever I'm in a bad mood, somehow the food just doesn't settle well in my stomach) but I had to show that I do eat so I forced myself to. I didn't want anything oily since it was already so late so I was left with the choice of mandarin chicken with teriyaki sauce. I drove on the way home. We took Sahara and there was construction near Boulder Hwy so the road converted to a detour. I hate construction areas, and this one especially confused me. There was a point where we had to make a left turn and I mistakenly merged to the right lane (was on the left lane) thinking there was an opposite side lane. In my panic I steered back into my lane without signalling haha. My mom yelled at me so much; "You could have caused an accident twice," she said. Even if I made the mistake I should have stayed in my lane. And after switching lanes again I had to go back to the left lane to make a left turn, yeahhh just was so bad. Now I am going to try to totally avoid all construction zones...
Lately I have this habit of just falling asleep, like on the floor or dis-positioned on my bed. Then I wake up like an hour or two later to wash my face properly, brush my teeth and drink my medicine before properly sleeping. Been waking up around 8 or 9am too, so not too bad.
Still thinking of you, "I do still like you, take care."
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